I still feel it . . . this need to leave. I want to get away and start a new trail so desperately. I do wonder if it is wrong of me to feel this way at times, but my logic keeps me from getting overly confused and anxious. I am running a trail that I have decided not to be content with and it bothers me from time to time when i get to think to myself. I will miss my friends and loved one's here, but I gotta go as they will when it is their time.
I am having my fair share of enjoyment with life's pleasures, but retrospection is always accompanied by some degree of guilt. I need to matter more. I need to earn my fun . . . sigh . . . good thing I am blessed with patience and wonderful people around me.
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